the person that I love

Why is she like this?????? Who don't want 2 trust me any more...... Who think that all is my fault... her words are no longer sweet to my heart but its a needle to my heart that hurts me every single time whenever I hear her voice...... I feel like I'm lost. although I'm lost but de person is still there but wit a different character...... i don't want this new appearance, I want de person that i fall in love........... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!